Can We Be Still Friends (?)

I know we are different...
And there are so many difference between us...
Each of us knows that we wont be together...
But somehow, I do really want you to always be with me...
I want you to be the person I am looking when I feel sad, happy, worry or scared..
I want you to be the first person to know everything I know...
I want to hold your hand when I am in doubt...
In the other side, I know that now I am trying to break my own heart...
Hoping something that will never ever happen...
But at least...... can we still be friends?