Farewell and Goodbye

I have said so many goodbye...
Too many farewell...

There was so many hands that help me to stand...
There was so many awesome ears to listen all my stories...
To all my happiness.. To all my complaints.. To all my worries...
I had some shoulders to lean on...
I had some some backs that can hold me if I fall...
I was sure about my life...
I was confident about myself...
I knew where to run when I have problems...
I knew with who I should talk when I want to share my happiness...
And I didn't know what is loneliness....

But now....
One by one they began to leave...
Leaving me alone at the corner...
Waving their hands to me...
Looking at me for the last time...
Saying "Take care" to me as their last words...
Don't even care if I cry or not, because they're not coming back...
As their shadow is gone..
I have no more hands to hold me to stand...
I have no more ears to share all my stories...
I have no more shoulders to lean on...
I have no more backs to hold me if I fall...

Now I exactly know what loneliness is...

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